Am I ?

HOOLLLY COW! its been more than one month from the last post.!

Massive and hectic world of mine having all along the way I should say. The last post like what? Just before Raya rite, ok a bit update for Raya this year, shortened it la ok. Went back to Penang, Nothing much new. as usual..after Raya prayers..my favorite kuih raya + rendang and all that. Then Proceed to my mum's kg, terengganu to the east! yeah..well this year, we all lalu Thailand, from Sadao entrance - Yala - Sg Golok.Interesting way along the journey, its good to experience that with loadssss of road block...yea,..no raya mood d..

Next!!

After raya, pressuring + drilling myself to complete up my final thesis this semester..truth experience..it was really2 a nightmare and damn challenging!! I'm enough with this RnD thingy kinda work! But ya..what's been started..just finish it with joy.. hoorayyy T.T

Day and day..time and time..all along the way, its a pressure time that i had...anddd..additional gifts for you Ammar! "WORK LOADS AT OFFICE" ... T.T
time for me to move on..not just that, somehow something happens and change everything. Well..me and one of my best buddies planning to get along a console set of PS3.. yea..even I've put my gamers mind all away behind years back..this console got the purpose..which to fulfill my boredom time..which expected ahead and will be very2 soon.

After all, we managed to buy the console, and its a bit earlier than planned date to buy..and yea the result with flying $$$ already. Now becoming a miskin man, with no life..but having a PS3. Great & cool! good combination! Some say..life balance is important..thts y my consideration to have..a blackbox of PS3 in my house. Entertainment , Stress of work...entertainment...work....work....and entertainment..
ya now sounds cool! balance rite? so thats it..the purpose is there, worth to buy then! (esok lunch bole makan rumput..).

Well..cut all those crap, just finished my final viva presentation last Thursday..horrific? terrible..and toturing...full blast of question been asked during the presentation...damn!..but anyhow..its ended..dunno whether its good or bad. The results, i need to edit some additional points and altering whatever need to be altered. and yea..i'm still not sure how it goes..pass or not..just let it be..but ya..ofcourse I want to PASS anyway!

After a month, there is no diffrent, the same I was before..the same I'm here now. Still wondering for the time ahead..on how it goes..I just need to plan..and yes..I just realized..something had changed..but nvmind and I just dont care....anymore.


"Life not always goes as planned, but it was planned for you"


Ammar

Problema Solucionado

After all, 
As it begins, its like a star
But even, a star had a time
Time to live, dead to become

It’s time after all
Never expected, which ya, we are always never expect since the start
Each sequence were unexpected things
Dragged along for the two

When the time he’d ask,
Will star ever ended like this?
Did wonder how it could be like this? But still..
It decided even none of us expected

Within the two, 
Everything were predefined sets and completing, 
Neither none were being left, nor left ignored, 
Each micro things, were solved and settled 

As we said, never been lying,
Time will tell, later or future
As time started to talk, then we are listening
Time also agreed, a like Jason Harrow 

Asking for reason, how could it be?
Does one deserve to get? Which something like this
Thank to Him, its never been better

Way and path, always been highlighted

Ammar Abd Halim

What on earth?

Ya, tinggal seminggu utk hari raya, nothing much persediaan raya to me..well, its just adequate i can say , its just enough and fit. Mood of depressing still conquere me afterall.  A few things yg mmg still in my head which kalau nak describe dalam colour..its like..rainbow..yea la..macam2 kaler dah ada.. 

Well..sometimes bnyk bende yg nk di pikirkan it will also make u tense w/pun all those "perkara" thingy xde la besar mana pun..its just untidy inside ur HEAD. so what u can do for this type situation is, write down apa yg u think bring mess to urself. then start elobrate the outcome...while doing that pun you'll feel a bit relief. At least dah manageable sket2 in ur head. 

For me, few things la..yet..datang lagi few things..macam kilang problem plak. Some ppl worries can be seen by looking at their face..which looks down and all..for me, no such thing..unless im telling that i got a problem. Work and study offcourse tak penah settle...problem je memanjang...but working task issue will always ended when its end of the day working. Study thingy, abis lepas ari sabtu lepas kelas...and both problems will keep repeating the next day /week. 

Just read todays news paper, sigh**..after a time sequence tak baca paper. Looking at the current political issue...seriously, we're at critical level. kadang2 rasa malas nak baca..pastu mula lah terpinga2 keadaan semasa x tau..well, for those belia2 negara, pasti kan you all up to date with our national current issue...as previous post, most of us are Gen-Y..patut up to date bende2 macam ni. Summore, ada penah nampak article..IQ of generation to another mmg akan bertambah..so means..u future kids akan lebih dari u all masa umur korang. Still, now pun boleh tgk apa..bdk2 darjah satu dah belajar sains, which for me..i only know the word sains masa darjah 4....and to all 1985 borned...be proud, we are the first yg amik sains dalam UPSR..heheh.

p:S >> expected lagi 10 tahun..tadika plak da belajar sains..fuh..

sigh..theme for raya this year :: I'm BROKE.!!! damn! ahaha

Last & least, to All muslims ,

 Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin ya if ada salah dan silap~!!

with faith,

Ammar Halim

Puasa for Generation Y

Hey..

Something to update regarding puasa? nothing much that really2 interesting to talk about. but ya..what i can brag..i mean say, so far it is so good..still tempting going with puasa all along the way. thank to God..its almost can say a rainy seasons for the moment. So its quite economically holds up my de-hidration process from time to time. 

Just went back from buka puasa with my mum's..ya as usual, when she got invitation for buka puasa.its one of the requirement for me and sometime my dad as well to join her..what to do..brother as sisters, there were not here..hey balik lah, im alone here in the house!! well, most of the time sponosored by vendor..today, KL Convention Center place. Had went before. as usual, i guess the dishes nothing much diffrent which i can say like replicating from the last year one. ya..what ever it is, its a "free lunch"..so dont care! 

Few days back, while searching something, just saw on the net stating "Gen Y"..u know what is that? the full name called "Generation Y" which define as :

"" Generation Y, sometimes referred to as "Millennials, "Echo Boomers", or jokingly as "Generation Why?", refers to the cohort of individuals born, roughly, between 1981 and 1994. ""

was quoted from wikiped's site. 

Yea, i heard that before which was  not brings much interest at all to that..who cares? suddenly,when i scrolled down and saw the criteria of this so called Gen Y..whenever it says 1981 - 1994..yea im involved!! then scrolled again. I saw these highlighted Gen Y Criterias, pretty much interesting though, check this out..im checking to myself to avoid being Gen Y and the result was..

Criteria of Generation Y

1) 97% own a computer

--yes i do.. result = positive

2) 97% have downloaded music and other media using peer-to-peer file sharing

-- yea offcourse..err..this is internet age..im not that  dumb to go and buy when i have an option to get it free! result = positive

3) 94% own a cell phone

-- definetly..its a must and my main communication channel! result = positive

4) 76% use instant messaging and social networking sites

-- i use 4 types of IM daily.. result = positive

5) 75% of college students have a Facebook account

-- ok..this one..i just registered it few days ago..dem.. result = positive

6) 60% own some type of portable music and/or video device such as an iPod

-- still..i fall under 60%.. result = positive

7) 49% regularly download music and other media using peer-to-peer file sharing

-- er..not that regular..at least once in a month..is it still count??.. result = positive..dem

8) 34% use websites as their primary source of news

-- hey! ya off course..we are talking time efficiencies here!! again...result = positive

9) 28% author a blog and 44% read blogs

-- la laa...laa.. ^#@%^@%# ... result = positive

10) 15% of IM users are logged on 24 hours a day/7 days a week

-- ok..this one is inaccurate...im not 24/7 working with IM. yeayyy!! result = NEGATIVE!

9 out of 10.. = 90% you met the generation Y's criteria. sighs**!

Purely,

Ammar Halim

Just Let it be

Its already one week of fasting season. i'm really hope that this time, fasting month will bring something good to me, improve me  to become a better person..it does really2 taught & clarifies the meaning of passionate. 

So its another few weeks for Hari Raya, nothing much to think about that for myself. Which this time, i dont have enough time to think. well..its the second time of celebrating hari raya as a working PERSON. Duit raya? NO dream..ahaha..perhaps only for my sister and brother yea this year. 

Just to share with you all 5 things usually during fasting season that i like the most and i hate the most:

I like:

1) The rare foods or kuih which very seldom ppl make such tepung pelita + etc at pasar ramadhan...damn loads of food here in putrajaya..(*&*^!! damn feel hungary d)

2) Biskut raya!! before raya..already got lot along the market..the most favorite is, my grandma's secret recipe samprit..damn nice! 

3)  Yea of course - shortened working hours, my working hours "shortened"  from 845 - 5pm..yea great (to be continued..)

4)  Fasting eve favorite magazine: Ujang~! ahah..my really2 fav magazine for fasting month since i was in primary school...yea at least can buy some time while pending for buka puasa anyway..

5) Of forgot...my mum's secret recipe as well...those kuih2 & dishes which VERY2 rare she will cook in ordianry month will be only AVAILABLE in Ramadhan's month..sigh**... feel sorry to my sis whose away FAR from home..(p/s: kak G..tu la sapa suh dok jauh2..ahah!)

i hate?

1)  Unplanned Weekends - when theres no plan at all for the day... counting hours for break fast ... --!

2) Missed for Sahur - ugh....damn!..at the beginning it was like.. --!!! ..after a few times..i get used to it already..

3)  When in the middle of sunny day, suddenly set of menu just came in my mind.. enough for a cold glass of sirap bandung...aishh!

4)  yea of course..shortened working hours huh?? NO dream in KL..go back at 5pm..stuck in JEM for one hour + journey back to Putrajaya (est 30mins) = the earliest i can reach 640pm. sigh!

5) Berbuka puasa in the car..yea i hate tht ! 

Selamat Bersahur, Berpuasa and Berbuka!

Genuinely,

Ammar Abd Halim

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan & Hari Kemerdekaan

Hey,

Just droping by..its not an primary intention to throw a post, but i think i should..just to wish you all (malaysian), Happy 51st Independence day, no matter where u are, Malaysia is always here growing and become stronger (no comments for political issue)...at the same time, want to wish to all muslims, Happy Fasting during the whole month of Ramadhan....moga ibadah puasa kita diterimaNya dan hidup kita diberkati...Amin..

To myself, be strong, much more bigger challenges waiting ahead~...  --!

End here,

Chaloe~

AAH

Life's Been Good

Hey..

Warm sighs! see...very close to 20 days since the last post..a.k.a almost 3 weeks d..crap! why la this time running too fast! Just a quick review that happens for the last few weeks, as the matter of facts, things went out a bit smooth and smoother, nothing much exciting things occur. 

My last week's class has been cancelled suddenly..a bit soothing when got the news, but yea..nothing much can celebrate as the research due date line still permenantly not moving. As expected, it will be on the 10th November this year for the viva presentation which about another 2 months plus..D.A.M.N! and...my preparation?? sucks!! ...... ok la..a bit moving la starting this week..but..only one or two journal had read..damn it..criously im not sure whether i can do it or not. (i mean on time)

While reading the journal, my head keep swearing, damn this is my last year of studying!! i want to stop by end of this year!!! dont want anymore!! tired..tired..tired!! After two three lines..started to yawn already..another version of me pop ups! yea  U deserved it! who asked u to take masters...take that!!! :"(

FOR THOSE WHO INTENT TO STUDY AND WORK AT THE SAME TIME, DO PLEASE CONSIDER YOU IN THE FUTURE !!!

No more ! ..when some ppl told me, owh good, then later u can take PHD already.. (shit! dont want!) .. no more pressure in my life already, somehow what i can do is, finish what ever that i've started !! 

However, theres no regret for me to take this path, considering as i got something to learn and as to know ppls there in the class and sharing the experience among us, honestly, its worth! but..the thing that i hate! doing this so called R.E.S.E.A.R.C.H ..a r h H h ! ! ! (shouting in slow-mo mode).

ok..thts the wrap up for my academic life, now about work..as said, just join the new project, as my previous project of AFFIN BANK ONLINE rolled out already with can say successful roll out~ ^^, . 

So for this new project is so called, Virtualization Project (VP), dont have idea what is that? me too..heh.. at the beginning im just a listener for the project as to cope wTH? they're going to plan and do..now, become part of the project team already as together to implement those system.

VP is all about virtualizing (logically ~ dividing multiple operating system residing in a single physical hardware/server) ..got it? nvmine, nothing much important~..but that's thing im working on it now.

so thts the update for this post, nothing much as i said, apologies as i dont have such time to put more since time is very very very very (4 times "very" shows seriously I mean it!) precious to me rite now. Will update soon! 

Chaloe~

Ammar Halim